Awakening... awakening...!!!!  :))

Wowee... its seriously has been a while. the last time ive checked, it was last July my blog entry were posted. And now we are all heading rapidly to new year eve.. gosh how time flies.. another day to go, im……….. well.. celebrating my yearly anniversary without fail.. hahahaha its just a number anyway.. im still young in the inside, believe me the line on my face doesn’t show at all… ngehhhhh.. ;)

i just cant put my eyes to rest tonite.. and my fingers are just too eager to dance again.. complying to 'when its meant to be then its meant to be' so, here im again…!! It feels great to write again tho.. flow and get loose with the rhythm of the nite.. how soothing.. awesome feeling to be exact..

lots of things come to pass me lately.. too many I reckon. Lost count instead…!! Breakdown.. breakthrough.. breakdown again and breakthrough again… hahahaha.. lots of bumper and hiccups along the way. But Alhamdulillah, im still standing on my rock-solid ground till date. Occasionally I think its pretty normal for things to happen that way. Just looking for ways to sustain the good things tho.. ohhh how I miss all those great moments when im on top of the world.. ;))

what I feel like saying is that, from end to end, all the circumstances that I’ve been through, first and foremost im very very very grateful that im still alive and surviving.. hehehehe.. or else I won’t be here tonite sharing what I have in mind right at this moment..!! ups and downs are just part and parcel of the journey. Without it, life will be bored, and I guarantee you that. The only question is.. how long…??

Ive been showered with that question many many times, over and over again. To the extend sometimes I felt like I really hit the wall.. very much nailed to it.. dammmnnnn pathetic…!! Ways are thousand in front of me and choices are to be made. And its all up to me. Well.. the truth is ive made my choice as my mind is made up. Its just the time of execution.

Im deeply touched, inspired, empowered by few individuals that has always been there for me.. they know my strength and not to mention, always have faith in me. Thank you so muchhhh…!! In fact, all of you out there are very much appreciated.. im so alive… so much alive…!!!

Frenz, what I seriously wanna share it that, no matter what is the situation, what is the feeling, what’s troubling… we alwiz have someone to share with if we are willing to share and to share it passionately. We can create the synergy powerfully no matter what. No one can stop us at nothing… one of the tips that I can share here is…. Start to get in touched with our heart rather only our head… and see how the miracle goes…

The more we share, the lighter we are.. the fewest mistakes we’ll make… the better person we’ll become..

Well gals and guys.. think that’s all for tonite. Nothing much peeps, merely a sharing like alwiz.. J I pray for every soul out there to receive tranquility and happiness… I wish yall love.. do tc and be safe.. muahs muahs muahhs muaaahhhs :D

Hitting my bed already,

-Asfiza Wanderers ZOnday-